i want the blackberry tour

haaaa you get what i mean.
why can't we all just get along......






on a sidenote, tomorrow's our one year anniversary (: woohoooooo
upcoming events:
081809- one year anniversary
081909-senior day + lockers
082009-last day of hag. finally. + back to school shopping. i loveeeeeeee shopping for school supplies
082609-jjimjjilbang?
082709-shopping?
082809-senior portrait. DAMNNN. not ready.
083109-first day of school.ugh.

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it ceases to find a simple happiness. how things got a bit careless. knowing that you just stand there seems to be the defect of all cause. you can't fix things when you want it to go right. like how everything seemed to be normal until you don't notice the draft til now. you feel every negative emotion yet you don't want it to affect the people around you so knowing that possibility is frustrating. instead you just observe and stay quiet.

everybody

has tumblr nowadays. its like the new blogspot. just like how facebook is like the new myspace or what not. i prefer the latter. i guess tumblr is pretty okay, considering that i'm not even gonna make one. so confusing but it has a bit more better advances ehh i'll just stick with blogspot

quality over quantity

recap: thursday- went to charm's pad for movie binge with stella, sunghae, julie, susie, and eunice. watched push, confessions of shopaholic, and hjntiy hahahaha it was fun. made kimchibokumbap for the hooligans then eunice left. later on, all of us walked over to susie's house and watched the last ep of BOF. sunghae went home. then went ouside and just chilled at the pool. went to go get froyo. came back. watched shark week. susie me and stella went out to go get KOGIIIIIIII and just drove around trying to look for the truck. waited for like 30 mins, failed. went back home. susie went back and actually found it ):

friday- was suppose to go to americana and go movie hopping. GI JOE!!! but damn charm cancelled the plan. people came over. went out to ralphs. stella and jane blazed HAHA JK walked down to cv and met up with them and others but the minute we got there, the lights went out wow. departed. walked home. people left at 1sh. ktfo

saturday- got my jums "removed" but not really. got contacts! woohoooo. picked up patrick and simon and went to his house hahah and apparently i assumed stella would be at home but she was at her cousin's -_- so i waited for an 1 or so and she came. went to 5.2 and met up with janeywaney then went to eat at bento yummmmm. walked to vons and just chatted. went home

sunday- church. practice til 130ish. fucken a, she disappeared throughout the whole practice pmooooo. christine, me and my sister went to city market but they closed down o_o the boss or whatever took the money and ran hahahah whatta bitch. then went to cake house and bought bbang and patbingsoo. so damn good. walked back to church and this little girl just freeloaded off from us. ugh fuck off you need to fix your teeth too. then walked to starbucks and got our drinks. yoobin called and christine told her we were already at the big place so she told us to stay there and practice. waited and everybody started to appear. practiced outside cus there was a hispanic mass. then practced some more and went inside when they were done. more practice. damn man teeling us it has to be perfect blehhhh. finally she came asdk;Lksfskdjfkafhafh practiced some more. meeting. departed. waited for my dad for like 30 mins. dropped off grandma and cousins, went home.


monday- sat hakwon til like 6. walked to grandma's. ate dinner. waited til my aunt picked us up and went home.

tuesday- same stuff. i'm kinda sort of starting to like it but its still a waste of my time. i hate how people think education is very important blah blah fuck college please


i can't wait for this weekend. its gonna be bomb



yuppp that sums up my weekend/week. it was exceptionally annoyiing. the fact that being ignorant is all that. fuck you. its not about how long you knew that person, but its all about how much you know that person which makes it ridiculous that you're not even close to her or at least even know her at all. fuck this. i don't get why people assume its not that big of a deal and not say it. then if it is not a big deal, why can't you just say it. talk about being ignorant. and then i get fucken pissed off but i don't show my anger in front of her cos i rarely get mad at her. thats just the thing, i rarely showcase my anger or sadness to her cos there's nothing for her to say that comforts me and the same thing goes for her. i hate how things got so fucken complicated and awkward. we drifted apart but life goes on. i want everything to go back to normal, make things right but somehow it always changes. everybody changes and i don't know how we got to this position. i'm a hater

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this summer is so damn boring. i'm wasting my time here. need to do this and that. oh no
time is running out people
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i need to hurry